Thursday, February 05, 2015

Miss and Not

As the weeks go by and the Poppy's inside time draws to a close, I have been making a mental list of things I will miss about these days and other things I won't.  One list is a bit longer than the other...

Things I Won't Miss:
  • Barfing in the sink in the morning because of this cough that has plagued me since the Poppy's earliest days.  (Cough --> Gag --> Throw up).  
  • The process of rolling over in the bed at night.  I refer to this as "heaving my bulk about."  Related: the process of getting out of bed.  
  • Having increasingly fewer options of clothes to wear. 
  • Knocking my tummy into things, or being knocked into.
  • Heartburnnnnnnn.  Augh.
  • This extra weight.
  • Not being able to keep up with Boo Boo, especially outside.
Things I Will Miss:
  • The daily pokes and prods and tap dances.  Even though they are occasionally painful, watching the Poppy move from the outside--and feeling it on the inside--never gets old to me.
  • One on one time with Boo Boo.  I think I will miss this the most, since it will never happen again, ever.  I love having my little buddy around and being able to give him all my attention.  I know I will love having two buddies and he will like having his own little friend, but it's a bit sad also.
  • Not having to come up with an excuse to get a milkshake/mac and cheese/fried chicken/anything.  
  • Sleeping all night, like a rock.  (Though this will come again so at least it's just temporary.) 
Say, I could really go for a sherbet float ice cream cookie sandwich both milkshake right about now...

2 comments:

  1. Ha! I could write identical lists! Except the puking part. Sorry about that. I still gag plenty but nothing comes of it. Pregnancy is so full of highs and lows! I was just telling KC yesterday that I can't wait to feel normal again after SO many months of not. Then a little while later I was watching her do the wave in my belly and started to feel sad that soon she won't be all safe in there anymore. Still, the suspense is killing me! Almost there! And please let the weeks pass quickly...

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  2. Ha! I could write identical lists! Except the puking part. Sorry about that. I still gag plenty but nothing comes of it. Pregnancy is so full of highs and lows! I was just telling KC yesterday that I can't wait to feel normal again after SO many months of not. Then a little while later I was watching her do the wave in my belly and started to feel sad that soon she won't be all safe in there anymore. Still, the suspense is killing me! Almost there! And please let the weeks pass quickly...

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